The top 3 things that i am most afraid of.

1) Hell
2) Insects (scared until end up killing them for scaring me)
3) Blood (loss of strength/body control)
4) Needles (just feel like running the opposite direction)

and tmr in facing 3 and 4.
what am i talking about?
blood test.
the last time i tried around sec 4
i was hugging my mother and crying.

i wonder what tomorrow will be like.